A life beautiful in so many different ways, but terribly repetitive.
Thoughts of you cloud my brain, I try and clear it all in one go, but my heart says “no”.
As much as we like to think that we control our own mind, it’s really it that controls us.
Whether we can or whether we shall is a complete different story.
Our mind is usually quite good at picking up signs, reading body language and our gut instinct never lies.
But we all, at times, have our moments of surrender.
Guilty as hell after. But you can’t regret what you wanted in the first place.