breaking points

It starts with a simple trigger, and it ends with an emotional cry of defeat. A passive-aggressive mechanism mastered from the years and pieces of you broken off like you're society's doll, robotic to emotion and numb from the chemical imbalance of one's mind. What you saw in movies, it became your illusion, the safety…

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open letter to my 18 year old self

  Dear you, It's been a crazy time in life but it's getting better each day, the chaos is still present but I know obstacles are there to help me face the fears I need to the most. I wish you were as confident as you are today, if only I knew the blossoming process…

broken mind’s method to cope

I am never sure where my words are going with in terms of explanation... but my mind is full of thoughts nevertheless, & I feel in my heart that my hands were destined to write. it's a morning ache that replaces my tired eyes usually appear, midnight desire even when your mind draws a blank. the anxiety when writer's block makes…

Big Dreams, Bigger Anxiety

  I am your typical human being - life is never perfect, my brain never stops thinking, my dreams are far yet longed for, and as usual, anxiety continues to rule my thoughts. it's the one thing I wish I could erase from my life entirely, I wouldn't even wish it on my worst enemy;…