For Granted

I wrapped my thoughts in denial, thinking it would change the outcome. To bite your tongue and accept the reality of things, I’ve always taken for granted. Clarity in front of you, to seek your trust and guide you towards hope.

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Just One Of Those Days…

Called the dental practice today. I have to call on Monday and try to schedule an emergency appointment because of my lower wisdom teeth gradually coming through. I’ve had dental pain in the past, a few problems now and again, but nothing as uncomfortable and persistent like this. Not often do I reach for the…

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reckless heart

A loving heart can easily be destroyed, it can easily fall & break into a million pieces I always play it off like it never matters, but it usually is a big part of why I am hurt. You can state your own version of events & I will continue to think about mine. Maybe,…

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breaking points

It starts with a simple trigger, and it ends with an emotional cry of defeat. A passive-aggressive mechanism mastered from the years and pieces of you broken off like you’re society’s doll, robotic to emotion and numb from the chemical imbalance of one’s mind. What you saw in movies, it became your illusion, the safety…

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Denial And Grief

Grief can either make or break you. Either way, their soul is always a part of you.

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triple threat

Been so inspired today, it got me thinking about book ideas & what I want it all to be like.

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open letter to my 18 year old self

  Dear you, It’s been a crazy time in life but it’s getting better each day, the chaos is still present but I know obstacles are there to help me face the fears I need to the most. I wish you were as confident as you are today, if only I knew the blossoming process…

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heaven took you home

On May 19th 2016, my world changed for the worst; my incredible, beloved grandmother Eila succumbed to her cancerous brain tumor as well as suspected organ failure. I was prepared for the days to come, as I had been told to prepare for the worst to happen but when it actually happened less than a night…

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a note of gratitude

Life will always be a mix of good and bad, sometimes one can out-weigh the other and sometimes, the opposite can happen. But regardless, I think it’s vital for every person to appreciate what they have more than everything they don’t have at this present time. I, particularly am grateful for the friends who have…

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poem: lunar closure

I’ve cried with the moon and I’ve shined with the best of suns, perhaps it’s my time to shine and fly with the best of them. You were the departure I needed to see right through, a kiss to the stars and my heart will be complete. I feel like I can breathe continuously. A spark…

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