Plans For The Weekend

It’s been a surprisingly good day.

Despite the fact that I’m absolutely exhausted from my walk earlier and so nervous about getting my exam result at some point next week, the hope is still there.

Was close to falling asleep before, so gathering some energy to write a quick post on here took a lot.

A long weekend, you can’t complain about that, can you?

My birthday is also getting closer by the hour and I’m still very conflicted.

Yes, getting older is great, you learn so much in a small space of time and I’m grateful.

It can be quite bittersweet sometimes, though.

All in all, happy Friday everyone!

Mila. Xo

Looking Ahead

The next couple of days are going to be a lot, so I’ll probably try and get some interesting subjects and topics written up and discussed in advance.

We’ll see how it goes, I can’t necessarily promise anything, because who knows what the next day or two will bring and so forth, if that makes sense?

Have a wonderful Wednesday.

Mila. Xo



Rambling Type

It feels like half of my recent blog entries are often not as interesting as they could be and I do apologize about that. Since it’s a personal blog of sorts, yet very open and transparent, I do feel like it’s a strange mix of the two.

Although, I’m always so grateful to anyone who reads any of it. Definitely encourages me and inspires me to keep going. This blog has been a big part of my journey as a person and that is incredible.

Next month marks six years of this blog (many name changes but we’ll ignore that)

Hard to believe that I’ve kept this active for so long, I never stuck to any other blog or website like this. I’m dedicated, for sure.

Where this will lead further into the future, I’m not sure.

The only way is forward, with time.

I spent most of the day focused on studying for this exam, which is a big achievement for me as I usually don’t like it at all. However, failing would honestly disappoint me, so there’s that.

Will try and find an interesting topic to discuss tomorrow, if my schedule will allow an early post.

I’m also waiting for a piece of furniture to be delivered, plus there’s phone calls to be made, a webinar to access at 11am, a lot of math revision because I will try my hardest not to fail this exam on Friday.

That being said, I hope you all have a good rest of Tuesday.

Mila. Xo

Sunday Hope

Hello and happy Sunday to all of you reading.

I hope it’s been a wonderful day, and that the end of the weekend isn’t too bittersweet.

Apart from a few things to do, I’ve mainly just taken the time to unwind, clear my mind and focus on self-care for the most part.

There’s a few things that have plagued my thoughts in the last couple of days, but it should all be okay. Keeping yourself balanced can be difficult, especially if you have worries about someone or something.

Hope keeps me going, love keeps me grateful.

Mila. Xo

Many Thoughts At Night

Thinking too much can be complicated, especially when all you want is peace of mind.

Despite the wisdom and security of self, that comes with age, there’s still moments of insecurity that linger in the background.

Many thoughts, mainly at night. They come and go, some are less ideal than others.

Going to try and get some revision done before my math exam next week, I’m genuinely nervous, but we’ll see how it goes. All you can do is try your best.

Anyway, I’ll probably go to sleep soon. Happy Saturday.

Mila. Xo

Last Week Of April…

May is around the corner, and I don’t quite know what to make of this fact.

It’s a bittersweet month, for many reasons. I both dread and look forward to it, if that makes sense at all?

Complicated person over here, trying to work all of life out, one step/day at a time. Honestly glad the weekend is here though, I can sleep a lot, eat good food and hopefully write more poems and blog posts.

All I’ve managed to collect and write down is titles for things, creatively speaking. Got a lot on my mind, so that doesn’t help.

But have a good weekend, enjoy it.

Mila. Xo

Rest Days

A productive day, yet an evening of rest because of a headache.

I was planning a longer post, but let’s settle for this in the meantime.

Going to sleep after this, honestly.

We’ll see what tomorrow brings, take care and have a wonderful evening!

Mila. Xo

All Or None

I have a complicated relationship with many things in life, which has been a struggle and a half, sometimes. The mind is a strange part of you.

To say emotions are complex is an understatement, understanding them can take a lifetime. In my own experience, it’s very confusing and there’s mixed signals all over.

As you navigate through life, expectations and comparisons arise, more so than ever, which in itself can be daunting. This definitely lives rent-free in my mind, truth be told.

What also becomes evidently obvious is that, we live in a society that puts a timeframe on all achievements, and you’re the odd one out if things aren’t according to schedule.

In my opinion, planning ahead seems pointless at times. We don’t ever have our lives entirely figured out, and if we do, will that last? Maybe, or not.

The older I get, the more I try to shake off that idealistic image of how things should be, to appreciate the scenery in front of me, and the people I get to share these moments with.

Expectations beyond the realistic is a recipe for disaster, it’s not anywhere near sustainable in the long run. That being said, the opinion of this will vary from person to person, as it should.

Anyway, excuse the deep and emotive post tonight, I honestly didn’t know what to write about in the beginning. However, getting back to basics and talking more about these subjects is something that I am aiming to do on this blog of mine.

When I look back on older posts, I do miss being able to express myself in such an honest way. Of course, there’s boundaries and ways to talk about it all in a constructive and structured manner.

I’ll be talking about more light-hearted topics tomorrow, I just needed to get it off my chest, to be honest.

All in all, I’ll leave it at that and I hope you’re all having a great Wednesday!

Mila. Xo

Monday Thoughts


Today has felt like the longest day.

I don’t know what it is about Mondays, but it’s something else.

Was planning to write a longer post tonight, but I’ll leave it for tomorrow instead. The first day of the new week is always so long and exhausting for my brain.

For now, I will keep the post short and sweet.

Happy Monday!

Mila. Xo

Preserving Energy

Another week ahead of us, and I genuinely have used today as a time to recharge my batteries (well, mind)

Sundays will always be a personal favorite of mine, I just enjoy the peace of mind it brings to the day. I was surprisingly productive, which is a positive thing for me.

Leaving this post quite short because I’m going to write something more lengthy tomorrow. Well, I am hoping to. And I also need to sleep because I’ve got a lot to do.

Take care and have a wonderful Sunday.

Mila. Xo