To say I’m nervous about this is kind of an understatement, and my memory hasn’t been too great in the last few weeks either.
Exams or tests of any kind can be daunting to think of, let alone complete.
Going to write longer posts over the 3 day weekend ahead of me. Wish me luck, I need all of it.
I’ll probably not write much tonight, but I just wanted to make a quick post on here because I always feel better when I write. Feeling quite positive, which is a good start. Got some stuff I need to get done tomorrow, trying not to overthink it, I’m hoping to wake up super early, although it’s already 11pm so my idea of early is different, perhaps. Anyway, tomorrow is a new day, and it should be good. I don’t know why, but making phone calls makes me nervous, and I stutter sometimes. It’s easier for me to express myself through prepared notes, than to just think of something straight away. Depends on the day and what I need to do, but overall, I’m trying to get more used to it. Easier said than done, in my opinion. Let’s see how the rest of the week goes, I need to be optimistic, it is a work in progress though. Might leave tonight’s post at that, but I will continue to keep writing these daily because I personally enjoy talking about various subjects and how I feel. Self-expression as an outlet is a blessing. Mila. Xo
Started the day off pretty well, ended it with a malfunctioning boiler.
It’s honestly the last thing you need when the weather is as cold as it is in the UK.
Need to get an early start tomorrow, slightly anxious about it all, but I’m sure I’ll get through this.
Laying in bed, feeling thankful for my warm duvet.
Hope you’re all staying safe and well tonight.
Sundays are bittersweet. They’re both relaxing and a tiny bit stressful. For me, it’s been a wonderful day of productivity and I managed to get a lot done in a short amount of time. Tomorrow is going to be slightly different, but I am feeling good about it. My only goal for tonight is to write this post early (kind of) so I can lay in bed and fingers crossed, sleep before midnight. Spoiler alert, it’s already half past ten and then some. I need to set my alarms now, so I don’t forget and sleep too long. Might put on some music and drift off to sleep. Fixing my sleep schedule hasn’t been easy, I must admit. Anyway, I’ll try and keep it short for now, I hope everyone has a good night, or day. Stay safe, take care of yourself and others. Be kind, happy and more. Mila. Xo
Inspiration can strike at any given time or place. Expected and unexpected.
Truth be told, I have often found myself waking up in the middle of a dream or short-lived nap, and suddenly, having this need to express what I have seen or felt during this particular state of mind.
My thoughts are complex, but not always.
Anyway, I’m hoping to sleep at some point in the night, so I wish you all the best, and sleep well (or good morning to the ones just waking up)
Writing at night has been my thing for such a long time, wonder why I never created a blog specifically for my late night writes. Hey, why not?
Next year, I want a lot of things to be different in my life. Not sure what the future holds, but the only way is forward or no direction at all.
I often sit here, staring blankly at the walls. The night is my shelter and my security. It assures the soul, heart.
Life is hard when certain people are nowhere to be seen, whereas other people are all the places you don’t want them to be.
If only life was as easy as the adults told us kids about, when we were young and free.
No worries, no stress, no money problems and no fear in general, apart from the occasional bruise or falling over a toy.
A simpler time. One that we long for, once doors seem to close and opportunities run out.
It kind of feels like our luck is fading with each year that goes by.
Cherish people, keep memories alive and remember to love. The story is ours to tell.
Two blog posts in a short time, never thought it would happen in 2016 but hello.
Continue reading “ego’s in the sand”
Who we are now is not who we will be in 5, even 10 years time.
Life is an ever-changing cycle, emotions are too, and you.
Continue reading “change is constant”