Hello, and welcome to the weird part of the internet that is my blog.
Well, it’s not too out there or strange, but life definitely does not have a normal day, ever.
I’ve been trying to declutter the house, gather my thoughts and cook a lot more, which has been a journey and a half.
A very random post is what I’ll be posting tonight. But all that aside, today has been great. Sunday is tomorrow, so I’m hoping to be productive and up early for all the fun and joy that household chores bring.
It can be difficult to think when you’re worried. All you want is that peace of mind. I wasn’t sure if I was going to update the blog or not, but it’s always been a distraction from the stresses of life.
Yes, it is incredibly late, yet again. Going to try and sleep soon, only because I’ve got somewhere to attend tomorrow afternoon, a few phone calls to make etc.
Over this next weekend, I want to focus on my writing, if that’s possible.
We’ll see how it all goes, hoping you all have a great night.
From an early age, I found a sanctuary in writing stuff down, not knowing if I would end up regretting doing so or being thankful that I ultimately did.
It’s not just about being creative, but having a passion for what you’re creating. In recent years, I’ve noticed a decline in motivation, particularly when it comes to writing, and that is very disheartening to witness, first-hand.
From being the young girl who couldn’t stop writing, to barely writing at all, it’s a very gradual yet abrupt shock to the system. The conflicted emotions I have about this come and go. Some days, I’m less critical of my lack of creative drive. Other times, it feels like a part of me is lost and trying to find myself again.
Yes, I update my blog on a daily basis, but sometimes, I don’t even feel like doing that. Not because I don’t like it anymore, and it’s kind of hard to explain as to why it has changed so much.
Things change as you get older, possibly. And truth be told, my old teenage self was slightly less emotionally filtered, more prone to saying too much in a way.
Has that changed as I’ve gotten older? Of course, to some extent. I genuinely try to think before I speak, you need to have some kind of boundary with yourself. Ensuring that what you’re putting out there is appropriate.
Before 2021 comes to an end, it is a goal of mine to begin the process of writing for my third poetry book, at least complete some part of it. I’m not entirely sure when I’ll manage to publish it, that depends on where I am at in my writing journey and what my instinct is telling me.
I’ve said this before too, being an introvert who loves to express herself is contradictory. Getting out of this shell is proving more difficult than I could have imagined.
There’s many factors and obstacles to overcome in my journey to becoming the best version of myself, in more ways than one.
Every journey varies, person to person. We’re all trying to figure things out. It’s just that, for some of us, it will take more time and I have to accept this.
This is a longer post than usual, but when you have inspiration in your heart to talk about something important, why waste the opportunity?
As always, I hope everyone is doing well and having a great day. However, if not, just know that you are enough.
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