Ahead Of Time

One last minute entry on the blog before I completely forget to update it.

Sat here on my bed, ticking things off my list. I don’t know why, but my mind goes into overdrive when I know there’s certain places to go, people to see.

This next week is going to be a lot, although I’m sure things will get easier in time.

Yet another weekend too, how fun. Let’s hope this one doesn’t end as soon as it starts.

Happy Friday!

Mila. Xo

Busy Friday Ahead

Almost midnight here, tomorrow is Friday and I have a lot to get done on that day.

My mind is racing, too many thoughts at once. Not necessarily a bad thing, I suppose I’m a perfectionist when it comes to planning.

There’s a chance I might fall asleep. Luckily, I managed to write a list of what I need to get done tomorrow. Saturday is going to be fun.

Usually I look forward to the weekend, but when I have important things to do, it makes me kind of stressed at times.

Nonetheless, it’s going to be eventful. Life does not have one dull moment, I can tell you that much.

Mila. Xo

Structured Planning

Leaving blog updates to the last minute has become a common theme on here, and not intentionally. Over the next couple of days, I’ll be trying to schedule some posts in advance. I’ve got some stuff I need to plan, family members to see soon and I can’t wait for that.

There’s a lot to be grateful for, honestly. Sunshine has finally calmed down, which is a relief. Got a lot to do tomorrow, there’s a whole list of things.

I’m both tired and full of energy, it’s strange. Anyway, I should leave it at that before the clock strikes midnight. Have a great evening!

Mila. Xo

Out Of Place

Societal pressures and the irony of so-called “encouragement” when it comes to being your authentic self is a lot for anyone.

Feeling out of place can weigh heavy on your mind. We’re told our differences make us unique, and that humanity is evolving and becoming more equal, but is it really?

The hypocrisy of it all. If I’m being completely honest, not much has changed.

Yes, there’s been improvements along the way, but we have a long way to go until the world is a more equal, kind place.

Toxicity is all around us; the places we work, the people we know. As much as I strive to be enthusiastic, there comes a time where you see it all for how it is.

It’s so confusing to live in a world where individuality is either praised or not accepted.

When all you want is to just be you, but other people make that so difficult.

The game of life is hard to play, you never know what’s going to happen next. All you can do is hope that it will all be okay.

One day, the puzzle pieces will fall into place and maybe, a bit of peace will come from that.

Who knows. Anyway, I hope I’m not rambling, although this was something I wanted to talk about today.

Hope you’re all doing well.

Mila. Xo

Stuck For Words

Writing used to be easier than this, the amount of times I’ve had writer’s block in the last few years is not great.

It went from constant inspiration at my fingertips, to barely being able to express myself in words at all.

Self-expression is an escape from the stresses of life, so is journaling, which I should do more of.

Being your own worst critic can be a blessing or a curse, maybe a little bit of both? A reason to do better, but at the same time, too much expectation leads to disappointment.

Hoping for more inspiration in the long run. We’ll see how the week goes.

Happy Monday 🙂

Mila. Xo

Mindful Weekend

And so, the weekend is about to end once more. Time really does go by in the blink of an eye.

It’s been a productive yet long Sunday, but I have really enjoyed it.

This is a very late post, honestly. I’ll definitely try and write earlier in the day from tomorrow onwards, if possible.

Have a wonderful Sunday and a bright new week ahead!

Mila. Xo

Saturday Inspiration

One of the most productive days I’ve had in a long time. About a week, perhaps.

I do hope to write more, I just need the right time and inspiration to do so.

Forcing creativity does not help the writer’s block. It just makes it worse.

In due time, I’m sure it’ll work itself out, although my patience is wearing a bit thin.

Next few weeks are going to be hectic by the looks of it. Or maybe I just get overwhelmed easily.

We’ll see how it all goes, all you can really do is take it one day at a time.

I’m excited about next Saturday in particular though. Seeing family members again after so long is going to be wonderful.

Hope you’re all having a great Saturday, enjoy the weekend before it ends!

Mila. Xo

Study Hour

Not an ideal hour to study, but here we are. Gathered enough energy to start the weekend off right.

The next few weeks are going to be busy. Got an exam coming up, hopefully I don’t fail this one. There’s something about retaining information that my mind does not do well.

It’s already past 11pm too, I’m still incredibly exhausted even after sleeping a good amount.

Anyway, I’ll probably just leave it at that for now and if there’s anything else for me to ramble about over the weekend, perhaps I will.

Hope you all had a great Friday, cheers the weekend!

Mila. Xo

Hoping For A Productive Weekend

Despite thinking I might not have the energy to write anything tonight, I’m still here managing to, after all.

This current weather is a lot, I must say. It’s not often I have to have my windows open during the evening, but here we are.

Getting more sleep is great, yet I still feel so tired. Hopefully, this gets better over time.

I do plan on writing more and being more present on the blog. Although at the moment, I’m trying not to stress myself further.

Tomorrow is Friday, which means the weekend is near. Hoping you all have a great one and I’ll see you on the next post. Take care!

Mila. Xo

Too Much Sunshine

As much as I have missed a bit of sun and fine weather, the current heatwave during the daytime can be a lot. Found it quite difficult to sleep as well, typical me.

Hopefully, it cools down a bit so I can get my energy levels in order, because truthfully, I’ve been more tired than anything else in recent days.

Looking forward to the weekend too, can’t wait. Not been writing much because it’s so warm, although once the weather settles into more manageable temperatures, I’ll perhaps feel inspired once more.

Hope you all have a wonderful evening, take care!

Mila. Xo