Putting yourself in situations is easy but learning how to dig your way out of them is easier said than done. It’s not even the stress that’s getting on my nerves of late; but the lack of stability. Life is dreadfully exhausting at times, kind of makes you long for eternal youth. We take so much for granted as children, we grow up far too quickly and it backfires in the long run. The grass isn’t much greener on the other side, ironically said. It all depends if one is like me; confused, anxious, impatient and a little peculiar at most times in daily life.
For those who may wonder, I felt like changing a few things. This might also soon include the style in which my posts are displayed. Different font for the rest of 2017, hopefully it’s not too much of a hassle for the readers of my blog. Change is a universal matter, and same as anything, we have to embrace it and let things blossom.
I also changed my hair for the millionth time. As much as I loved the blonde, it’s not me and this year is all about loving the things that I have despised for years. It’s the same with this blog, I honestly felt like abandoning it, and there were months where I did. But ever since my grandmother died, I’ve felt the need to express my thoughts more, not sure if’s a coping method to deal with the grief or just my urge to write like I did in the past. Not complaining about that, simply being honest about current emotions etc.
What do I hope to achieve with this blog? That’s another story. All in all, it’s my journal, a sanctuary, my palace of thought and depth. I’m not an expert at blogging or writing, but we’re all a little flawed, no matter how much one denies the fact. Individually, we’re perfect in our own way, and don’t ever let anyone tell you different.
Thank you to everyone who has read my blog so far, it’s been a true blessing, for sure.