open letter to my 18 year old self

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Dear you,

It’s been a crazy time in life but it’s getting better each day, the chaos is still present but I know obstacles are there to help me face the fears I need to the most. I wish you were as confident as you are today, if only I knew the blossoming process of the heart would begin just after that specific moment in time. There’s been love, there’s been heartbreak, and most recently; the loss of the grandmother who shaped your heart into the one it is today. She’s at peace and no longer in pain and that’s what you should always remind yourself of in times of grief and sadness. It will hurt and the pain never truly goes away, but as you appreciate each day and each breath, you’ll be making her so proud way up from above.

Creativity wise, keep writing, never lose sight of your dreams and keep going until you reach that damn goal of yours. Poetry is not about what it brings you, but more about the joy it brings to write your heart out, regardless if you’re rambling or simply expressing.

Love on the other hand, is something you shouldn’t focus on too much right now. Focus on your own wellbeing before walking into the path of companionship. Appreciate the friends that have been there from day one and remember that life goes on no matter if someone leaves you or you leave them. I know you’re not in the right state of heart to love again, neither should you force yourself to be with someone for the sake of being in the company of anyone. Love at the right time, love the person who truly deserves you and let go of the ones who do not deserve your time and affection, because they don’t appreciate it, rather less than you originally had thought. Focus on you and you’ll be in a much happier place of mind because of it.

I thought writing this letter would be a good idea because I wish you knew how great life is and how good it can be, in the company of the right people and the family that loves you.

Life is a blossoming flower, for it to grow, you need to nurture the mind, feed the soul a lot of love and care, take care of the heart that beats for you and always appreciate each moment of life because you never know when it will end.

7 responses to “open letter to my 18 year old self”

  1. Broken Crayons Avatar
    Broken Crayons

    What a letter!
    Beautiful 🙂

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  2. irginian.145@ms.bnb.com.tw Avatar
    irginian.145@ms.bnb.com.tw

    Wonderful blog! I found it while surfing around
    on Yahoo News. Do you have any tips on how to get listed in Yahoo News?
    I’ve been trying for a while but I never seem to get there!

    Appreciate it

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  3. Jayant KASHYAP Avatar
    Jayant KASHYAP

    I read this, Mil!
    I know I have been a bit too late in doing so, after having begun following you; but then, better late than never. 😉
    And to tell you, it’s a face — to almost every youngster’s life in this technologically enhanced world. It’s a reality. It’s actually much more than what I have just put.
    You inspire, really!
    Thank you. 🙂

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    1. Mila. Avatar
      Mila.

      You inspire me just as much! Xo

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      1. Jayant KASHYAP Avatar
        Jayant KASHYAP

        Oh, gracious! 🙂

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      2. Mila. Avatar
        Mila.

        Definitely!

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      3. Jayant KASHYAP Avatar
        Jayant KASHYAP

        😉

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